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I can’t fight this feeling any longer.
And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow.
What started out as friendship,
Has grown stronger.
I only wish I had the strength to let it show.
I tell myself that I can’t hold OUT forever.
I said there is no reason for my fear.
Cause I feel so secure when we’re together.
You give my life direction,
You make everything so clear.
And even as I WANDER,
I’m keeping you in sight.
You’re a candle in the window,
On a cold, dark winter’s night.
And I’m getting closer than I ever THOUGHT I MIGHT.
And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you.
I’ve been running round in circles in my mind.
And it always seems that I’m following you, girl,
Cause you take me to the places,
That alone I’d never find.
And even as I wander,
I’m keeping you in sight.
You’re a candle in the wind,
On a cold, dark winter’s night.
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might.
And I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.
Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for.
And if I have to crawl upon the floor,
Come crashing through your door,
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore.
I don’t know what should I call my life lately. A faith? A bad luck? I have passed every comprehensive exam this year. One, I was the attendant of the exam, it was July 2008. Second, was in October 2008, some of my friend did the exam. And last March 2009, yesterday was my bf’s exam. Although I have already signed a contract to a blue company since October, I didn’t move away tho. Yeah, since the global crisis, every company turns worst and I get delayed all the time. I am just here, here, here, at the campus, watching life goes by. Too much waiting.
A quote says “When u already admit your career in BLUE, you also have sold your soul to them”
Friends of mine keep cheer me up .
“I believe that life is such a sinusoid graph, once u were high, once u were down, it is just a cycle”, someone said. Maybe it is true. After all I have been tru, I always get lucky. Passed UAN, joined Che in ITB, passed comprehensive exam, and many lucky things. I hope that this unlucky phase will blown away soon and I can persue my career in that blue coverall. 
It’s a wrap guys. I am so proud to myself and my color guard team that we can make it FIVE. With less of money and time, we proved to the world that we are qualified enough. It had been a hard work guys.
The story is about a high school student who is totally innocent at first. She came to school as a newbie, and suddenly falling in love with someone’s boyfriend. It was like love at first sight. She didnt know about the situation. When the real gf come to have a dance with him, she finally realized that he lied to her. Anger is in the atmosphere. Everything was chaos. The man chose her rather than his real gf. But it was too late and she did not want to be with him anymore. It was a cliche story tho, but yet lovely for everyone. The background songs were the blower’s daughter and apologized.
- I woke up late..sampe suara mama treak2 dulu baru bangun, atau sampe si alfan datang menjemput..Hahhahaha same on me right,, tapi gimana lagi, ga ada hasrat untuk bangun pagi ahahhaha..
- I have been watching tv series lately.. Yang dahulu kala ketika masih dibebani kuliah jarang dilakukan.. Coba, 90210 lewat, Gossip Girl lewat, Greys lewat,,
- I have been buying a lot of original (crossed my finger I lied) DVD.. Ahahhahaa jadi langganan tetap movie room dah, sayang HSM 3 belom keluar2, I’m so addicted to Troy Bolton.. He is so DAMN cool..
- I ate peper lunch a lot.. Mahal siiiih, jadi paling nabung dulu, makan dirumah seminggu, trus baru jajan.. Try caramel ice cream, its gooood..
- I ate sop kaki kambing less.. Why? Because I am not so into kambing, so I prefer to choose the sapi one..But you know what, from all of the red meat in the world, sapi contains much much much more calori, fat, everything.. It two times higher than kambing..OOOh I better get rid of it immediately.
- I use make up everywhere..Hhehehe it is only light, a lil blush on, and lil eyeliner.. Its funny thobut I enjoyed it..
- I spent my whole day in facebook, not yahoo messanger.
- I do not spend my money for chlotes anymore for god sake.. Its amazing right..
Q: Loh Ya, ko masi disini aja? Ga mule kerja? ngabur yaa, dasar makan gaji buta..
A: Hmmm, belum mulai koo..masi terhambat visa gtu..
Q: Emang mau kemana? ditempatin dimana?
A: Basenya di jakarta doang kooo, tapi bakal ada induction yang RENCANANYA di Abu Dhabi.. cuma seminggu ko..
Q: Waaaa,, asiiik banget, berangkatnya kapan?
A: Harusnya si tanggal 2 november lalu (sampe lupa kapan berangkatnya), tapi ga dapet visa, trus desember ini ada sih ke malay, tapi kelasnya udah full gtu.. Jadi doain aja yaaa..
Yaaah, semenjak saya tidak jadi berangkat juga, dalam kurun waktu yang tidak ditentukan saya akan selalu mendapa pertanyaan di atas.. Hhehehehehe Pusing juga ngejelasinnya, huhuhuhuhu rasanya gimana gtu, pengen si berangkat, tapi apalah daya, kami hanya pekerja bayaran yang bergantung pada kompeni..hehhehe.. Tapi saya selalu ambil positifnya, mungkin emang harus istirahat dulu, cari tau sebanyak2nya tentang pekerjaan ituuu..Yaaah walau pada kenyataannya saya ga mulai untuk mencari tahu siiih..hehhehhe.. But, thanks for asking guys and wish me luck=)
I had a doubt about cutting off my hair. I always had a long long hair since I was in High School. I thought the long hair jast fit with my chubby face. But life is not as cool as you thougt if you did not take a risk. even it simple, like cutting your hair. And I think there were always a first time for everything. What do you think about my new look? is not so bad r8?? hehhehe But I still miss my long hair. hxhxhxhx 
