Dear Lord (1)

12 Apr

Lifes turns up side down lately and dear Lord:

I need a days off, one or two weeks to calibrate my eyes (LOL), my brain, my body, my soul and my way of thinking. Run away from this miserable life in a small tiny town in the middle of nowhere. Run away from reality that you have to move that big gigantism iron from place to place only with limited resources.  Each time I wake up thinking how to make everybody happy without jeopardize myself.  My friend said first year was the hardest time for you to realize everything in this tough business. It is tough-er than it should be. Said that white hat is that horrible tough, it is true, it is just a color but yet painful. I hope I can manage this life a bit happier so I will enjoy my day here. Lets just say there always a rainbow after the rain.

Lord, please let me find my way to deal with this life with someone to rely on.

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2 Responses to “Dear Lord (1)”

  1. A April 19, 2010 at 5:21 am #

    White is a heavy color, eh..? Hehe…
    See this from my point of view…
    “When you’re used to walk on fire, you’ll be smiling when walk on clouds…”
    So, have no remorse when walking on fire and sometimes make mistake(s) because of jumping due to hot surface… You’ll get used to it… And walk straight…

  2. DamenK April 28, 2010 at 1:30 pm #

    Glad to see you back…

    happy if you are happy….

    hope you’ll get someone to rely on… and to share with….

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